tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post7250287419334148365..comments2024-03-14T02:43:36.453-07:00Comments on Almost True: Advice from an A level failureKeren Davidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13121027210783177857noreply@blogger.comBlogger20125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-10097321186626164042016-08-17T23:26:25.929-07:002016-08-17T23:26:25.929-07:00I'll second what Keren has to say. I wanted to...I'll second what Keren has to say. I wanted to go to university when I left school but, for complex reasons it would be inappropriate to share here, I went to teacher training college instead. I left that with the only available qualification back then - a diploma. I went to university the hard way - by supporting myself but I ended up with my doctorate and two more degrees. I achieved a major goal in my life outside that and still work at the job I created for myself. I did it all with a disability that had a major impact on my ability to do well in exams - and despite all those people who said, "You can't." Never ever give up on your dreams!catdownunderhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06959328192182156574noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-18803616037431851462015-02-13T16:23:40.445-08:002015-02-13T16:23:40.445-08:00Yay! So happy to hear from you Kirsty, and well do...Yay! So happy to hear from you Kirsty, and well done! Keren Davidhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13121027210783177857noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-18481494194028643982015-02-13T12:28:19.884-08:002015-02-13T12:28:19.884-08:00Hello again!
I had intended to reply to your com...Hello again! <br /><br />I had intended to reply to your comment months ago, but when results day swung around so fast, some big decisions had to be made.<br /><br />Unfortunately, my suspicions all those months ago were right: I really did cock up my A Levels, just like I said I would. <br /><br />BUT,<br /><br />When unopened my results in August last year, I really just wanted to give up- they really were terrible! Instead, I picked myself up and dusted myself off, setting about ringing up as many universities as possible and selling myself as best I could. <br /><br />I entered though Clearning. In the end, I had 4 offers from some really great uni' s! <br /><br />I am now working on my second semester on a Forensic Psychology degree- everything worked out even better than I thought it could. <br /><br />I couldn't be happier with how it all worked out, and though the hard work is far from over, I feel like I'm actually getting somewhere now. <br /><br />I definitely took the more interesting route! <br /><br />Thanks for your encouragement, and as I said before thank you so much for the valuable advise I found here that I know reassured me and really helped me organise my thoughts enough to do what I needed too to get here.<br /><br />And to anyone that might read this: All hope is never lost. Fight. Life has a funny way of working itself out!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05233601221452325943noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-52468634778152822012014-06-28T03:44:57.478-07:002014-06-28T03:44:57.478-07:00Big hug to you, Kristy and best of luck for the fu...Big hug to you, Kristy and best of luck for the future. You might take a little time to get back on track, but all of that time will be useful experience. I have great faith in your ability to come through in the end. Take the more interesting route - it's harder, but you'll see more on the way. Keep in touch!Keren Davidhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13121027210783177857noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-51435812090651080942014-06-19T07:03:30.589-07:002014-06-19T07:03:30.589-07:00I'm so glad I came across this post. I just fi...I'm so glad I came across this post. I just finished my very last a level exam,and I must admit I feel anything but confident. After my AS results being a complete bust I had to think hard about my next step. I wound up unable to continue on with a subject that I adore and wanted to continue in for the rest of my life and it broke me a little. So I re-evaluated, picked another college and tried again, jumping through the hoops to get myself back on track to what I wanted. But I don't feel back on track.<br /><br />I pretty certain that I've made an even bigger mess this time and I'm terrified of not getting into university. Its been my goal to go and study criminology and psychology since I was about 14 and I've worked hard for it. But now I'm facing the very real prospect of failing my A Levels and being rejected from my courses- my exams did not go well...<br /><br />So when I came across this post that broke it down a little I realised I'm not completely hopeless or alone in cocking things up a bit. I don't feel any less less upset over knowing I've messed up, by it does feel better to have so reassurance that this isn't the end of the line for me<br /><br />Thanks so much for a a fitting this post, a year on its still helping people like me struggling to find their footing in the world. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05233601221452325943noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-64507427870938109582013-08-15T05:12:20.468-07:002013-08-15T05:12:20.468-07:00You are NOT totally hopeless. You can and will get...You are NOT totally hopeless. You can and will get through this. Wishing you lots and lots of luck in the future. Keren Davidhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13121027210783177857noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-39696617982021485652013-08-15T04:33:49.696-07:002013-08-15T04:33:49.696-07:00I actually feel soooo much better after reading th...I actually feel soooo much better after reading this. I can relate to every single thing Jenna has said and this also gives me hope. I just recieved my A level results and although I did terribly and pretty much failed completely, somehow I feel like I am not totally hopeless.<br /><br />So I want to thank you both so much for your words or advice and encouragement! :)Shaxhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06723376108676990948noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-85641356761201774732013-08-14T03:24:13.486-07:002013-08-14T03:24:13.486-07:00Shalini! Hurray for passing law! The other two, sh...Shalini! Hurray for passing law! The other two, shame, but you can retake in October, which is good (in the UK now you have to wait until next June to retake), so learn from what went well with law and get your head down and study - you have proved you can do it! Talk to your teachers and get advice from them, but I'd say do lots of practice papers, find out how to make revision interesting for you (talk things through with a study partner maybe) and GOOD LUCK! Let me know how you get on. My daughter gets AS results tomorrow and we are all very nervous for her. <br />Keren Davidhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13121027210783177857noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-48870280063505620892013-08-13T21:06:12.348-07:002013-08-13T21:06:12.348-07:00Hi. Jenna. Really impressed with your positive tho...Hi. Jenna. Really impressed with your positive thoughts about yourself! It is not easy for an individual who failed a levels and has the strength to rise once again! im really suprised because recently i received my AS results...and it wasnt very satifying..*sigh* but im glad i managed to continue my A2 without failure...i just need some advice on ways to study for my resit, which is around the corner. Hope to get a reply from you as soon as possible.Shalinihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12683728931957872048noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-60533390953628657072013-08-13T20:59:00.628-07:002013-08-13T20:59:00.628-07:00omg! tq so much Keren. im from malaysia and i curr...omg! tq so much Keren. im from malaysia and i currently received my AS level results yesterday. Im kinda heart-broken because i managed to pass 1 subject(law) out of 3.however, im still glad that i am able to continue my A2. I am very much worried due to the other two failed subs. Futhermore, i am totally stressed when it comes to repeating my AS this october together with my A2 and as u can see theres no much time left for me to brush up. So, i would love to obtain a few tips-on how to manage my time well for this 2months before my finals approach. Shalinihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12683728931957872048noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-19061864362811882662013-03-02T02:13:28.387-08:002013-03-02T02:13:28.387-08:00Sending love right back to you, Jenna. Knowing wha...Sending love right back to you, Jenna. Knowing what you are capable of is much more important than any exam you will ever take - see A levels as a hurdle that needs to be jumped before you embrace the rest of your life. Good luck! (and do keep a diary. I think you express yourself brilliantly)Keren Davidhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13121027210783177857noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-71573117405141372272013-03-01T14:50:57.585-08:002013-03-01T14:50:57.585-08:00I absolutely love you. As an A level student, this...I absolutely love you. As an A level student, this really helps. Letters on a piece of paper do not define me and what I'm capable of. I have an idea of what I want to do with my life career wise and it definitely doesn't include knowing the structural arrangement of an ethene molecule.(Don't even know why I picked chemsitry.....) <br />You're right though, we've been told that if we don't achieve good A level results then we wouldn't get the best jobs and the best pay etc. (not necessarily worded in that way.) <br /><br />All my friends seem to be doing fine- they're achieving good results, getting unconditionals from a uni/college and then there's me, not knowing if I should go to uni or college or get a job and I'm planning to take a gap year because I've had enough of exams and school.<br /><br />The whole of my childhood has been school. Sooner or later I'm going to become older and will have to get a job because of this harsh economy. The problem I have is that I want time to actually find myself. Cliched, I know. But how can I find myself if I'm stuck in a job that I'd have to keep to afford to live and to buy food and water and gas and electricity and bills, bills, bills? I wouldn't be able to find the time. I really don't know how everyone else does it. <br /> <br />I like to think of myself as a secret adventurer at heart. I want to go places and see things, and I don't just mean staying in a hotel, going on a holiday makers coach filled with other holiday makers in hats and sunglasses and flip flops. I mean going all out- getting a map, marking places that seem interesting, getting a car, road tripping everywhere, seeing all there is to see in this bloody spectacular world we live in, crossing off things on my bucket list, experiencing different cultures and meeting people, living their lives, seeing what they see. This may seem all talk, no do but it's hard to do when all these responsibilities get in the way. <br /><br />I could say that life is unfair, but really it's not life, it's the people in this life. It's all about the money. Money is the problem and no one can solve it.. leaves us all thinking with doubt. <br /><br />Wow this has gone on for too long. If anyone has read this up to here, thank you so much for reading through my babble. Just the babbles of a teenager failing A levels :')<br /><br />But yes.. I love this post so much. It gives me hope for the future. I may not be wise and may not know much about life but I know what I'm capable of. <br /><br />Thank you once again :) <br /><br />Jenna Jaafrihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10391529656857191361noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-23445411842257049892010-08-19T22:30:33.572-07:002010-08-19T22:30:33.572-07:00I love how this post has got such thoughtful and i...I love how this post has got such thoughtful and interesting responses on the nature of success and failure. <br />@Reg. I met so many people like you when I went on an Open University summer school. People who felt their lives had been blighted by crap careers advice and decision making when they were 16 or 18. It was really inspiring to hear them talk about their new enthusiasm for, say, Latin or Philosophy. <br />@Val..Not sure why it's a courageous post, I don't really see my A level failure as anything to be ashamed of, as it says nothing at all about my ability or intelligence - which I knew at the time. When I say that contemporaries going off to uni won't learn as much about themselves, I'm not saying they won't learn anything about themselves. But there's a world of difference between learning from failure and learning from a platform of success. I know people who've somehow breezed through life to their forties with everything falling into place, and they can be (not neccessarily) incredibly emotionally unimaginative and shallow.Keren Davidhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13121027210783177857noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-5697213377345888982010-08-19T18:02:34.061-07:002010-08-19T18:02:34.061-07:00Val explained to me that you are posting this on t...Val explained to me that you are posting this on the eve of A-level results in the UK. Good for you! I hope angst-riddled teens across the Isles are linking in right now.<br /><br />On three occasions, my brain, under enormous stress, froze up in an exam-type situation, and I lost the ability to think. Though each occasion of utter failure is seared into my memory, none of them have held me back in the least from living. In fact, I count some of them as blessings, since the "success" case from that situation might have actually led me in an unhappy direction.<br /><br />Alun's comments on the absurdity of our goal-obsessed society reminds me of this little clip of Alan Watts:<br /><br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ERbvKrH-GC4Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-86874424246113962942010-08-19T16:12:39.677-07:002010-08-19T16:12:39.677-07:00Keren- thanks for a very courageous and thought-pr...Keren- thanks for a very courageous and thought-provoking piece. I admire you for 'outing' yourself, and think it's very helpful for teenagers to see what a success you have made of your life, despite not having everything go the way you wanted or expected. <br /><br />I agree with so many points in your piece. The only one I would differ on is the assumption that one learns less at uni. I learned a hell of a lot, mostly outside the lecture room. But I have also learned lessons from times in my life when I've experienced what looked like tremendous failure, so I think I understand what you're saying. <br /><br />And yes, I'm planning to come to your OU graduation, even if we are 60 by then! :)Valeriehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05676986688599411947noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-73042927305992412842010-08-19T10:32:47.359-07:002010-08-19T10:32:47.359-07:00I got very low A level results because I was plann...I got very low A level results because I was planning to be an executive wife so what did I need exam results for? 29 years later I'm a single mother and sole provider.<br /><br />Luckily they were very short of teachers in the early 1980s so it was easy to get in to do a B.Ed. and everyone passed. However, at the age of 34 I went back to do an M.A. I didn't particulary need it but I wanted to prove that I could. And what a difference. Suddenly I was a scholar. It had very little to do with brain power and a lot to do with attitude and maturity.<br /><br />Funny how you think at 18, that if your life's not sorted byt he age of 25, you've wasted it and there's no time left to rectify your mistakes. Who knew we'd still feel young enough in our 40s?Rachel Selbynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-442263202364308552010-08-19T09:44:33.863-07:002010-08-19T09:44:33.863-07:00This is such a thoughtful (as in full of thought, ...This is such a thoughtful (as in full of thought, rather than kind!) page. We instil the importance of school exams and university into our children, but they lack the maturity and experience of life to see past the first stumbling block that is put in their path. Unlike you, my A levels were good, but in the last 29 years they have been almost completely unimportant, and have made very little difference. My life would be pretty much the same now even if I had no O or A levels, and had not gone to university. The path I took to get here would merely have been a little different.<br />(And a note for readers, A level pass rates have risen every year since 1982, so we took ours very near the low point!)Anne Fayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09995124999158583323noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-64006630206160474142010-08-19T04:37:41.318-07:002010-08-19T04:37:41.318-07:00This is brilliant, Keren. Thanks for being willin...This is brilliant, Keren. Thanks for being willing to share your own story about A-levels. Teenagers are told day in and day out that everything they do will define the rest of their lives. I think it's simply not true. Courage, confidence, optimism, a willingness to try, to have fun... all of these things are so much more important in the long run.Anne M Leonehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04547591113801578453noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-68464887552342762472010-08-18T23:51:13.153-07:002010-08-18T23:51:13.153-07:00I'd like to write a lengthier comment, but I&#...I'd like to write a lengthier comment, but I'm rushing, so must be brief.<br /><br />A Level results are a good test of Rudyard Kipling's (sexist) advice in "If" about triumph and disaster - they are, and are not, impostors, and they should be treated similarly, although the challenges they present are not quite "just the same". <br /><br />I think that disappointment in any area that matters - such as education, work, relationships - can be terribly difficult, in ways that we are not always prepared for. Undoubtedly there are practical and emotional impacts, but there's also an existential dimension; we are seduced into defining ourselves in terms of achievements (including "internal" validation, thanks to spiritual practitioners such as priests and the psychotherapy industry, in my opinion).<br /><br />Part of the problem is the myth of the happy ending - if you attain good exam results, a great job, wonderful romantic life, etc., then you're "sorted". <br /><br />That all sounds a bit abstract and high-fallutin', but it's based on a lot of life experience, as you know.Alunhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07517642823993232279noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2616410914770011438.post-2242866628902814122010-08-18T23:12:02.814-07:002010-08-18T23:12:02.814-07:00The concept of how A levels and university define ...The concept of how A levels and university define your life is completely alien to me.<br />I left school at 16 with five O levels and a couple of CSE's and went straight to the army.<br />It was a major mistake and one that has followed me through my life but it doesn't pay to look back and sigh at what might have been.<br />I always wanted to be either a soldier, (like my Dad) or a reporter. Unfortunately the wave of patriotism that Thatcher managed to harvest after the Falklands made my mind up for me. All my teachers told me it was a mistake, (as did my Mam) but I knew better. That decision at 16 has defined my life and stunted my potential for years to come.<br />That said, the plus side is that I met a beautiful German girl who gave me two wonderful children and has supported me through every one of my crackpot ideas, so it wasn't such a bad idea after all :-)R.R.Joneshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17834582008567973188noreply@blogger.com